Gosh, I am so sorry its been so long!!! Its been a crazy few weeks! Things are going great, that is pretty much my life in a nutshell. I am absolutely loving my new job, and things are definitely looking up!!! I have lost almost 30 pounds. OMG! I never in my wildest dreams thought I could do this. I have met some awesome new friends who I absolutely adore, and I am hoping on having my own place within the next month. Let's cross our fingers! My parents have been awesome though letting me crash here for a while. I don't know what I would do without them!! My whole family really is so amazing. They have pulled thru for me in this hard time, and even though our belief systems are different and we live completely different lives, they still accept me for who I am. My dad absolutely loves Annie, which is a plus, and my nieces and nephews are starting to remember me again lol. At first I didn't think Vincent was ever going to remember Aunt Amelia. So nothing bad to report!!! Everything is good, and I am doing better than ever!!!! Here is one of my favorite songs as of late :)
Ginny Owens-If You Want Me Too
The pathway is broken
And The signs are unclear
And I don't know the reason why You brought me here
But just because You love me the way that You do
I'm gonna walk through the valley
If You want me to
Chorus:
Cause I'm not who I was
When I took my first step
And I'm clinging to the promise You're not through with me yet
so if all of these trials bring me closer to you
Then I will walk through the fire
If You want me to
It may not be the way I would have chosen
When you lead me through a world that's not my home
But You never said it would be easy
You only said I'd never go alone
ya oh oh no
So When the whole world turns against me
And I'm all by myself
And I can't hear You answer my cries for help
I'll remember the suffering Your love put You through
And I will go through the valley If You want me to
PS....Annie and I after a looooong walk/run. Hence the sweat and messy hair!!! love you all :) xoxoxo
30 pounds!!!! Holy crap!! That's amazing! Make sure you take some pics so we can see before/during/afters...sending you a hug!!!
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