Catch up!!

Ah!!  I can't believe it's been a month since I have written.  So much has happened, my life feels so sureal sometimes.  Its been good though.  I love the things I have been accomplishing and I am so grateful to be alive.  Especially with the job that I have.  Life is so much more meaningful to me.  I don't take any moment for grantid. 

The last month has been good though.  Annie and I are very close to moving out!!!!  My friend Melissa and I are going to be renting a home together.  We have been to see a couple, but haven't nailed anything down yet.  We are looking for a 4-5 bedroom home with 2 bathrooms.  I would rent the basement and hope to have 2 bedrooms in the basement, one to do my esthetics.  I can't wait.  :)  I want to have an extra room to do facials, waxing, chemical peels, etc.  It will be a good way for me to make money and also to practice this talent that I have learned.

Although the past month has been amazing, it has had its ups and downs.  I got rid of someone in my life that I knew I needed too.  Although I love this person very much, the timing is just not good, and this person needs to figure out what they want in life.  I felt myself getting so attached to someone again, when at this point in my life I shouldn't be getting attached to anyone.  I have a very long past with this person though, so it is so hard to quit him.  But, I know I needed too.  I hate that it had to end kind of badly, but I ended up getting angry and getting emotions out of myself that maybe I had been feeling for the past five years.  Ugh I wish I could just find a guy that was emotionally and physically available!!!!  Its ok though.....I know I will find my prince. :) My prince could still be this certain person....who knows.  Time will only tell.

Annie has completely gone off the deep end with her potty training.  In Billings, I had her almost completely trained.  She would maybe have an accident once every couple weeks.  Since we got back to Utah its like she is a new puppy.  We are back to puppy pads and training treats.  I feel so bad that she has had so many accidents in my parents house.  Only a few more weeks here though, then its down to business. 

So....I am going to the Dominican Republic May 8th-15th!!!  Ah!!!!  I am going with Marty, Shannon, and Ashlie.  Its not really a couples trip although it is 2 guys and 2 girls.  It will be fun though.  Marty is seriously such an amazing guy, and I am lucky to be able to go with him!!!!  We are going to an all inclusive resort for 7 days!!!!  OMG!  This is a trip that I have desperately needed, and I am hoping by that time that I will be in bikini shape.  I think I will be!!!!  I have lost 30 pounds since being home, and 4 sizes in my pants.  WOW!!!  I am so happy for myself.  This has definitely been a good year for me so far.  Bring in 2012!!!!!!!

My job could not be more amazing.  I seriously have the best patients ever, and they have literally become my best friends.  I can't believe how close we have become.  I am convinced that I have the best job in the world.  At some point in time, everyone should work for hospice.  Its amazing and you learn so much.

Anyway, not much else going on!!!!!!  Thanks for reading and keeping up with me and Annie.  I love you all so much!!

Mills and Annie